“…and her eyes are something to break my heart all day long and all night long.”
— Martha Gellhorn, from a letter to Diana Cooper featured in Selected Letters
You see, I’m still delicate. I’m so delicate now that I’m almost fragile.
Emotionally, I wanted to stay. Intellectually, I wanted to leave. I seemed to enjoy punishing myself.
There is nothing more difficult to achieve than a passionate, sincere, quiet faith.
My eyes are painfully open, and I want to escape.
Silence.
Motionless existence.
…and I love, in the old—in the ancient way, through and through…
I like sincerity. I like innocence. It feels so good to feel again.
“…and her eyes are something to break my heart all day long and all night long.”
— Martha Gellhorn, from a letter to Diana Cooper featured in Selected Letters
Why do I find everything but peace?
But the heart began to grieve, to ache, like an open wound.
